haiz. i just dun like people hanging up on me. like as if its the end of the world or bad reception. i guess i say this a lot of times, but i still get it. haiz.

aslongasuare(:i am

i think family is the most impt element u shd consider in ur life, they are the only ones with u thru all hardship and happiness. (: but of coz not forgetting ur love one too!

back to essay writing, buhuhuhu.

hmm sometimes i wonder wat is okie and wat is not okie? i guess its up to every individual to decide wat is okie and not,  correct or wrong. but have anyone thought of the standards? is there? or we always assume one? its okie to be wrong and then corrected, but being always wrong is no no? coz u nv learn? everyone has to be wrong to learn. i guess its a lesson everyday, learn it, if not the lessons will jus keep coming. so i believe there will be someone always doing the wrong thing till the day he realise its wrong, actually there might be a chance that he nv learn, till the day he enters another world.

it set me thinking always, despite all that have been said

all i want is to be happy the whole yr. hopefully its not too much to ask for that. yea yea.

you and me

i always get scolded for nothing, wat wrong i did, i think i owe u frm my previous life, or maybe i was ur pri sch teacher who always scold ya and make u unhappy.

anw i remb when i was in kindergarden i always get scolded from my teacher and made me sit at the corner alone in the class, coz i talk to my classmate. wat is wrong talking in class? worst is, im always the one who gets it from the teacher, whereas the classmate i talk to, nv got punish. wat is this man, u tell me?

life is unfair, indeed!

i hav tiny toes and fingers, but i have a big heart (:

its xmas eve, feels alittle happier, probably its the festive season, HOHO! all i wan for xmas is for you and i to be happy with just the best moments we enjoyed together, small and simple. \

its gg to be the same every year, fill with food and games, i jus hope nth spoils my mood of xmas, fingers triple CROSSED. im actually kinda hungry right now, haha im guessing wat there will be already. i shall take pictures, catch them in fb, yea yea. \

i like my present, muhahahha, im a happy bird \

the only worry is school, evil thing \

i wanna be able to handle priorities better, i wanna do it better \

i need a PUSH! anyone? to wake up \

certain things are not right, im tired of it, im currently too lazy to deal with it, its bad to not do anything, but its just argh, too tiring to go thru all of that. i will i will when its the right time. \

i know the tighter i grab, the worst it gets, i will loosen it, but its hard, but i god damn know im trying still, fingers super duper triple crossed hope u can bear with me, thank u. \

my gums bleed like OMG, dunno wat is happening, hopefully its nth much, im just telling myself not to brush too hard. wahhahaha! \

plsplsplslplsduneverlietome, justtellmealrite. \

merry xmas to all and a happy new yr.

im still very much poison

goosh, i haven been shitting anything solid, smooothie and so soft tats all! wahahhahahahaha! i can shit up to 4 times a day? AMAZING!!

i feel like eating steamboat buffet, or buffet of good food, ah~ anything good out there that i dunno? hmm..

the weeks left isnt much, mus plan mus plan, time fly way too fast for the eyes and mind to catch

im happy for YAYA!

pls let me enjoy this mth, its the first!! money hopefully can drop a bit also good, haha!

im kk, kun kia~

Seriously like finally everything in school is soooo OVER. finally its time to rest all i wan, slp all i wan, nua all i wan and do anything all i wan, BUT only a month rest, and nightmare will be back, “back like backache”. 

everyone is asking me to get a new lappy or desky, its like my com is tahan-ing the days to come, this and all that also not working perfectly, hmmmm, everything comes to MONEY. ooh well, just didnt like the idea of asking my parents for it, and also spending it off my pocket, is so much too, how i wish a better com will jus drop frm the sky and land on my arms, sound like someone said it before, haha! guess who.

there is so many things i feel like buying them, esp toys, hmmm saw one pretty awesome one today, oh my it $179, with 30% its like $125, haiya, how ah? its a gloomy in dunny form. im kinda saving for a trip so maybe i shd just forget about the toy….. more work to come, im not gg to MIA, just maybe not so free at times if i have to work…

i think i shd make some mini projects, hopefully it can be done. u shall wait and see, buhahahahha, im still kinda lazy tho. oops! maybe can sell it or something, hmmmm, maybe.

im lazy to blog further haha!

hmmhmm, after a loooonggggg 21 yrs, im 21, legal and scared, coz i have no idea wat other responsibility i have to take. seem hard..

party was great! lots of food, family, friends, ballooon and photos. thanks everyone for the best n crazy bday. photos are still with jl.

im back to sch work all over again, i seriously think i very bo sim in studying, y? i have no idea, and i think i screw my essay, wat to do? poor management in time and fucking too lazy. haizzz……

happy birthday to me! im glad u remb (:

late nights and empty mind

i jus realise i am someone who day dreams all the time, or when i am alone. i like to think of things and put myself in dramas and shows that i have seen. just like pretending to be them, haha, sounds funny duncha think so? at times i choose not to believe reality, and just simply day dream, nth wrong i guess, just that i do it more often. i like to smile, be it im happy or not, when ever i see a mirror i will smileeee, just like telling myself that the smile looks good. haha. i think i like to cry too, and i think its just to tell myself, there is nth to worry and that im the best, tearing is a good way of a wake up call to many.

in short im very much a happy day dreamer who likes to cry.

super lethargic